November 24, 2009

christmas makes me so happy.

and warm, it makes me feel close to my family and i look forward to next year.

new years eve only seems like yesterday, yet i am such a different person since then.

i can’t wait untill next year. i swear, if things don’t change with you by christmas, next year i will not know you. it’ll be hard…

but tonight was quite nice, i’ve spoken to nicole, who i havnt spoken to in ages :(

and rosie who i seriously need to meet! and im now going to write her a letter then paint my nails… and then go to bed.

good night tumblr.

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i love you so much and i dont even think you realise what you are doing. and i’ve told you this time and time again. how can you tell me you love me to when you do these thing to me?i can’t wait around for you to change your mind. i felt quite sympathetic to begin with and i felt almost quite sorry for you; but i can’t sit here, day after day thinking about you, wondering what you’re doing and waiting for you to text back. and even though, eventually, you do, you’re never are there enough to talk to, are you?
it’s taken me a long time to realise this. but i think it’s time for me to let go.

i love you so much and i dont even think you realise what you are doing. and i’ve told you this time and time again. how can you tell me you love me to when you do these thing to me?
i can’t wait around for you to change your mind. i felt quite sympathetic to begin with and i felt almost quite sorry for you; but i can’t sit here, day after day thinking about you, wondering what you’re doing and waiting for you to text back. and even though, eventually, you do, you’re never are there enough to talk to, are you?

it’s taken me a long time to realise this. but i think it’s time for me to let go.

November 22, 2009

fuck thissss

i should have learnt a long time ago that when somebody you care about doesnt care about how they make you feel, they arn’t worth caring about at all

November 18, 2009